i have got 2 mocks and a test to study for next week. unlike others, i need to study to actually simply get a decent grade. the rest just sit for the mock and still get those As. i study and get like b c or even d.

i am more than happy about the results of the mole removing surgery. i haven't got any photos to show though.

i turned 18 less than a week ago and i feel great. the celebration was awesome and the girls got me a silly present. dont worry, i love it.

in less than a month would be the start of my exams. in less than 2 months would be when the rest of my papers would be. i would actually say that my revision has barely started and i am rather worried about that. why don't i do anything about it? cos the mood just isn't there.

don't get me wrong, i constantly think about my exams everyday. heck, a couple of times each day. and i need to get organised quite soon.

on a brighter note, prom is in 2 weeks. i would probably be picking up my dress next week. i am excited in some ways but sometimes i just really think about celebrating this last prom of mine. i am graduating from year 13 in less than a month! how cool is that?

i don't think i've ever really thought about setting foot in university. it is a completely new thing and i just hope i am ready for the challenges. i haven't made a final choice on which university to choose. rather, i haven't thought about universities for quite a while now.

anyway. i would probably make my own plan for the month may. i know it's a bit too late and i know, due to past experiences, i would slack off my plans for 50% of the time. but it doesn't hurt to try. i guess, since today would be my last piano lesson til after exams.. i would be able to do it.

i can do it.